2014年6月24日星期二

24.6.2014

又是另一个安静的夜晚...
还是不习惯没有他每晚陪着我,开着skype, 各自努力完成自己的功课...
那种感觉真的很好,即使开着没说话,但至少可以好像每天都见到对方,就足够了...
远距离, 也不是很远,但怎样都不方便每天见,所以那样是我们最好的维持方式 :) 
这几天,真的很担心,天天都想着跑到医院去看他,无时无刻都想知道他有没有好点了...
感觉自己好像有点过分紧张... 
趁今天没课,一早就赶快开车去那里,看到今天的他精神好多了,还会开玩笑,心真的踏实了许多,可以安心去做功课了! 
快快好起来...
不要忘了我们之间的约定...

haiz, 又是另一个忙报告的夜晚 :(

2014年6月21日星期六

21.6.2014

keep worrying him on these few days, can't even concentrate on everything...the assignments, the thesis, the quiz...keeping my eyes on those stuffs, my brain keep blanking, totally can't think anything...
hope everything will be alright...
till this moment, I realize that he is really so important to me...
please be strong and fast recover...
a lot of things are waiting for us ..ily

2014年6月9日星期一

9.6.2014


I miss holiday
I want to escape from the reality and back to the vacation
The relax and joyful moment; sensation.
Starting feel the power of pressure is overwhelming around me
strongly and without any prior notification
 I know I shouldn't put myself into an "always" tension mood.
sometimes, expectation too high will only bring the adverse consequences.
I know I should release myself and enjoy the last two semesters in my life of University
I will try 
Chase back the moments and things that I should do start from now :)
by the way, I still very nervous and curious and looking forward to who is the person that will become my supervisor, oh supervisor ....treat me well and guide me more please. kthxbye :)

Lack of topics, I think it is depending on whether we have tried to start a conversation
but if it's just keep depending on one side to strive for it, it is useless.
The another side also need to give some responds.
Already tired of paying so much efforts on it.
No matter how i ever treasure it, it's still the same. What is the point I continue to do that?
Is the time to stop doing it :)


2014年6月5日星期四

6.6.2014

难以入眠的夜晚,可能是因为明天没有课,很自然的脑就会自动操作转换为假期模式---夜睡...不停不停想了很多很多的东西,有的没的,最近的自己好像想的有点过多?开学的第一个星期,完全还没有适应回,假期真的放得太松了,下次不可以那样.剩下的学期会怎样过?会过得很充实还是一如往常?会被压力压得起不来还是这次可以改变心态坦然面对?后者应该是不怎么可能会发生的事.有些人有些事以为有作出少许改变了但其实好像没有?还是和以前一样?说真的已经很累了不知道怎样去相处.有尝试过努力过终究还是一样,时而好时而坏,真的搞不清楚状况..可能就像磁铁那样,大家是同极?有些事就真的不要太过勉强,就好像以往那样就好了:)
终究还是不能一起做那件事,第一次长途的旅程以为可以是一起但是不能了.第一次往往都是属于其他人的,没办法了,就期待第二次吧.

去年没办法一起过,今年也没办法.
有点小失望不过开心就好 :)
今年的自己看来要准备下活动,和其他人一起度过了